Where are the Cameras??!!

All that's missing in my life are the rolling cameras. I swear, my life should be a tv show.
I love life and all that comes with it.. hell if shit didn't happen once in a while we'd all be pretty damn bored.
So when I got back from fall break, Baja called me and said he didn't think he'd be able to make the movie we had planned on seeing that night, because he had to go pick up his sister in louisville and bring her to bg because today is her bday... whatever.. so I said, well call me when you get back to bg and we can do something else or whatever...
After I hung up from him Huso called me and he wanted to know if I wanted to come over to his apartment and smoke with him and his room mate.. so I was like.. whatever, I guess, but you have to pick me up.. so he did. Somehow or another I wound up on the couch inbetween both him and his room mate is black (i'm not exactly down with the brown) anyway, we're watching tv and both of the guys said they were cold... so i'm under this fucking huge blanket inbetween both of them... and the black dude starts feeling up on my leg and shit... so I kept inching closer to huso... idk if he was doing it on purpose or not.. but he started doing it too! I was really uncomfortable.. because the black dude would not get the hell off of me..... so I was like.. umm I have to go to the bathroom... and I got up and did not sit back down between them... huso later left to go to the store or something idk... so after like five more awkward minutes with his room mate I called him and made him pick me up I told him what was going on too.

Yesterday, Baja called me and came over when I got out of class, he's muslim and doing ramadan right now.. so we couldn't make out or anything like we normally would.. but in a way it was kinda cool. Then I went with him to get his sister's birthday present.... yeah I helped him pay for it because he didn't have enough cash on him... he got her a really cute scrubs set.. for nursing.. she's 14 and wants to be a nurse.. i really don't understand it but whatever. He told me he was going to tell her all about me and that it's from both of us... today he told me she really wants to meet me.. and he invited me to the celebration they have at the end of ramadan, which is this weekend, either saturday or sunday... a lot of his family is going to be there and it will be all bosnian music and food /games whatever... yeahhhhh it's going to be a little awkward, but i'm excited.

Meanwhile, Huso keeps calling me every day asking me to come hang out or whatever.. i don't know what to think of it all.. I really really like baja and want to be with him, and from what I can tell, the feeling is quite mutual.. we're just taking it slow.. not rushing into it... so should I feel bad for hanging out with huso???? ahhhh my life is a joke!!


yeah, today I got some paper from one of the hall directors requesting to meet with me concerning my academics... I don't understand why the fuck my hall director would care... but I'm not doing that bad in my classes, i'm getting tutored in my math class, my music class I have an a in, meteorology is prolly around a c I think because of the last test I took. but the whole class did bad. soo I don't feel that bad about it... other than that my geography class is probably around a c too... whatever.. this is all bullshit.

Huso called me today and wanted me to come over, but he's not home right now, I have a meeting at six and need to get started on some of my homework... actually come to think of it I really don't have that much... and the only thing I do have is not due until thursday. so I'm not going to do it until tomorrow after my classes.

that's it.