FUCK THIS DAY!

God.. I must have gotten up on the wrong side of the bed or something. Everything has gone wrong today. I've been sick for a few days, but when I got up this morning I could not breathe like at all... so i took both of my inhalers and some vicks 44 before I left for class. On the way up the hill I fucking passed out.. no joke.. blacked out and everything. It was quite embarrassing to tell ya the truth. So I was late getting to class. The vicks stuff is supposed to be non drowsy but it was all I could do to keep my eyes open in math today. After class I called my doctor from hom eand asked him a few questions. I don't have health insurance right now and I really didn't wanna have a big ass bill from going to the doctor... but he told me I really needed to be seen.. so I went to my room to freshen up or whatever.. one of my fish is dead.. try to get on my internet.. and a system message comes up and says my internet has been temp. disabled because I violated something or another... it's most likely limewire.. we're technically not allowed to use limewire when we're using school's internet.. which is stupid.

So I went to the health center on campus... I drove there... I didn't want to walk because I really feel like shit...
they gave me a breathing treatment.. and now i'm coughing shit up like every five minutes.. it's nasty.. I have to get a bunch of medicine/steroids. I looked on the internet in the computer lab to see if the bank would still be open so I could get money to get my meds. It said online that it would be if I went through the drive through. I get to the drive through at 5:10... internet said it closed at 5:30 but the girl at the window told me they were closed... so I said rudely.. " well then you all need to change your shit on the internet... aparently you're not following company policy because it's the main fucking bank's website."

and I drove off.. so i have no meds.

So I called my friend adriane to see if she wanted to get dinner with me... she said no.
Which pisses me off because she's got an apartment with my supposed best friend/other half... they're now up each other's asses and yet never have time for me... i guess you'd have to be in the situation to understand how I really feel about it.. I just feel betrayed I guess... that's the only word I can think of.

Then there's this dude that really likes me... i know i've led him on.. we've messed around etc... and he introduces me to his friends as his girl... i have a feeling that the next time i see him he's going to ask me out... and I really don't find him very attractive... he's a nice guy... I don't know how to tell him no and not be a bitch about it... if that's even possible... someone give me a suggestion please!!!!!!

someone told me to tell him i don't want a relationship right now.. but that'd be lying... I do... I can live without one.. but it'd be nice to not be single... I just don't wanna date him. HELP!

Then my phone rings and it's from a number idk.. so I answered it.. and it's the dude that for about a year.. and finally left me alone at the end of this summer... after he professed his undying LOVE for me!! AAAHHHH! It was very awkwad.. but he wanted to tell me he got a cell phone... and aparently he has text now too because he's been texting me all fucking afternoon... OH MY GOD!



so pretty much this is the day from hell.

Thanks God, you're fucking hilarious!